Not cool.

Awkward. Thats all I have to say about how today was. Awkward. haha omg. So if you read my last post your know that my ex-whatever-he-is was coming to our soccer practice to play with us. Well he shows up like 45 minutes late so I honestly thought he wasn’t even coming, which I was TOTALLY okay with. So i’m just being myself having a good time with my friend and I score my 3rd goal and I’m so happy so I do a little dance when I hear “WOOO IRIE!!!” and I freeze like Holyyy Shit. I look over and ther’s Frodo is with his little posse. lol So he comes over and we do this super awkward half hug half pat on the back thing. It was horrible. lol And the rest of the game was just weird and not cool lol. After a long while of awkwardness we finally finish the game and I go to my table and he goes to his. Then he calls me over and I’m like…Wtf This is soo not like him. lol So he goes into his bag pulls out a bag of blow pops. Which are my absolute favorite. I told him this like 2 years ago and he still remembered. Every time he came to my soccer practices he would buy me a bag of blow pops cause he knew they were my favorite. That was seriously the sweetest thing ever. BUT While I was telling him how sweet that was that he remembered he was not even looking at me, he was just kinda like “Yeah, mhhmm” And thats when I remembered how much of a douche he likes to look like in front of his friends. When I would text him he would be the sweetest guy in the world, but in person with his friend around he acted like this big tuff guy. Which I hated. Don’t be fake like that. Thats not cool!! So I just walked away and It reminded me of all the reasons I broke up with him. But the number one reason I did was because he had no passion. He didn’t really do anything with his life. He still lives with his parents and works at his mom’s bakery. He plays video games all day and works. Thats it. I like people who are passionate and can talk for hours about what they like doing and what they want to do with their lives. I don’t care if you want to be a professional hobo or whatever. If you have a passion for it I don’t judge and I’ll totally support you 100%. He didn’t finish high school and he wasn’t in college. So thats a huge no-no. lol I hope i’m not sounding vain or anything, but i guess I just like interesting people. lol