One Love.

I have good news and bad news. The bad news is Mr. Beard got a girlfriend. :( She’s this cute little blonde chick who’s wayy more awesomer than me. :\ Ughh. BUT The good news is Bus boy may have broken up with his girlfriend!!! :D Idk if its true yet, its just something I heard through people.    Mann life can really suck sometimes, you know? It truly is like a roller coaster. You got your good days and you got your bad. Today was a little of both. People ended up not being what I thought they would be. I always imagine people to be way more awesome in my brain than how they are in reality. I hate when I do this. It fucks everything up because then I get really high expectations for them and when they don’t live up to them I just start to exclude them from my life. I know that may sound bad, but its true. I can’t help it. I know they can’t help it if they don’t live up to my fantasies, but Idk i guess i’m just a bitch.   
Today was such a beautiful day though. It was an overcast and I just walked all through my neighborhood listening to deep soul altering music. It was beautiful. After a while I decided to go to this hookah lounge that i’ve heard so much of by my house and when i walked in idk what happended to me but I kinda froze up and got super nervous. I think it was because the guy in there was hellaa high and kinda cute so I just made some lame excuse up as to why I walked inside. hahaha I’m so lame. lol After that I went to Jack in the Crack and got food. I was gonna eat there but there were these ratchet black guys there trying to talk to me. I totally ignored them cause I knew all they wanted was to get their dicks wet and I’m not the girl for that. Maybe if they weren’t playing stupid rap music loud enough for the whole room to hear and tried talking to me with a little more intelligence than “Ayee Ma.” Maybe they would have gotten their dicks a little wet haha. but until then….lol    So i’m turning 18 soon (beginning of march) and I’ve been looking up tattoo shops cause I really want a tattoo. I just don’t know how to look up good artist so I kinda just do it randomly lol. but I wanna get ‘ONE’ written on my left wrist. and ‘LOVE’ written on my right. So its ‘ONE LOVE’ I want love on my right hand cause thats usually the hand I greet people with, so when I greet people I do it with love. its a constant reminder to do it with love. No judgment. Love is what its all about. Whether your giving or receiving it. You can’t have to much love (: